Disclaimer: I am not judging your ability or inability to hit said snooze button.
1) It’s not actually a button anymore. Seriously..it’s a random space in the middle of a touch screen on a device I’m more likely to throw across the room when the stupid noise starts than fumble my ham-hands to the correct fingertip spot on the screen. There are many other button sized things I can do with my fingers first thing in the morning* without triggering cognitive spark in my brain: the snooze button takes actual effort. And yet I do it anyway, because fuck getting up on time.
2) Yeah yeah, I KNOW it makes me groggy. If I didn’t roll over and say “fuck everything” when I woke up, and heaved myself up to a semi-upright impression of any primate I might actually wake up eventually. I’m tired all the time lately, and some of that is likely my hour of hitting snooze, because I fall all the way back to sleep in those 9 minute intervals.
3) Dreaming is a grab bag of fun. Speaking of those 9 minute intervals: I dream heavily during my between-button-fumbles. Sometimes the dream is just put on pause when I have to shut my phone up, and I can drop right back into it.
Do you have any idea how horrifying that can be? This morning I dreamt I was charged with house/babysitting for friends of mine after their baby is born. No, I don’t know why the fuck anyone would go on vacation immediately after, or leave said newborn with ME of all people: it was a dream, it made no sense. And for some reason assassins were trying to get in and kill me (there are way too many windows/doors in that house, FYI). I’m betting it’s the same ones who failed to kill me in real life by sending me a fancy new winter hat and forgetting the skin-contact toxins, so NEENER I can wear my hat all winter long and my face won’t melt off.
I spent an hour this morning jumping in and out of a weird bad-guys-chasing-me-fight-back-ow-hide-fight-back-ow-HAHAYOUDIEMOTHERFUCKER-hide cycle punctuated by pauses to say “goddammit, not yet” and smacking the top of my phone again.
I should probably mention the secret passages I discovered in my dream in case the current residents don’t know about them, shouldn’t I?
Disclaimer the second: This is not a post about productivity or being a “look what I did before you even got up today” person. OMG I’m jealous of all of you who are those people, and I only want to kill you for the first two minutes I’m trying to claw my way into consciousness every day, I promise.
*I heard that snicker, and I appreciate the thought, but I meant the shampoo container’s cap, the toothpaste, the button to grind coffee beans…etc. etc. etc.